i hate.

i hate how, even when i'm away from you and having fun, all i really want to do is tell you how much fun i'm having. :(

i hate it when you go to work at the hospital, because all day long i really want to talk to you, but i can't.

i hate it when i supress that urge to message you all day long ... and then wreck this streak of self control by messaging you. i hate how i'm putting myself "out there", but i really miss you.

i hate how my life seems to revolve around yours.

i hate how i am so crazy over you.