this again.

i always rant about my lack of motivation.

what do you know?

here i am again.i just can't help it, no i can't.

i'm sick and tired of studying. no matter how i try to motivate myself, i end up not doing anything. and this is bad. With the last 50++ schooling days, you'd think i'd put more effort into pushing my marks up, but i'm not.

i am mentally doing it.

really, it's the same with eating. while i eat and snack and eat and snack and eat... i'd mentally put down the box of cookies/chips/ peanut butter jar... but i won't physically do it.

.-i-hate-school-.

no motivation. at. all.

all i think about is the end of school. the last day of the exam. me boarding the plane. me transiting at Hong Kong. me at KLIA. home. home. home. me doing stuff i like, at home. me with meia. me snuggling under the sheets in my bed.

i need help. :(