reliance

I recently realised that I rely on external factors to make me happy, motivate me, make my day. Someone, something, some news.

I realise that this isn't the way.

Afterall, I am responsible for my own happiness. So screw you, I'm going to be happy. Well, at least try. Or so I say.

I will not rely on you to make me happy. If you do make me happy, it's an extra. I just have to keep telling myself that and I will not be disappointed in you.