emo crap.

i'm eating my first meal of the day at 6 p.m. today: vegetarian flavoured mamee with 3 frozen dumplings, some lettuce and an egg.

i'm taking a freaking long time to eat (to xv, yes, even longer than my usual) and even i am starting to get sick of waiting to finish my meal. really, it's a small pack and i should be able to finish it in minutes (since i love eating instant noodles and i'd just slurrrrrrrp them up).

i'm saving my half boiled egg yolk for the last.

i'm stalking people i don't know (friend of a friend of a friend etc.), eating my noodles bothersomely slowly, feeling weird in the stomach, like i need to puke, and at the same time my tear ducts feel like they're going to overflow.

i'm not even listening to sentimental music.

i'm not even eating because i feel hungry. i'm eating because i started feeling dizzy and i couldn't control my fingers and was tripping all over myself and banging into random furniture.

something's wrong with me. do i just become emo on a whim?

don't worry. i'm okay. haha. i feel like i'm perasan or smtg. xD like "did anyone say they're gonna worry?! "
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[edit] i feel much better now. haha. i think it's the lack of food that's causing me to feel all weird? x) DONT JUDGE ME. bwahaha.just felt like saying that. ohmygosh am i on a high now or what? @@ [/edit]