coincidences.

.....you know what i hate about them?

i hate the fact that it brings ur hopes up.

like the number 23.

i hate the fact that it seems to mock you when u're already down.

like when i type ur name into the search engine, and u pop out at the little msn window.

i hate it just 'cause it reminds you of things you don't want to be reminded about.

i don't need a reminder of you. honestly. u're just stuck there,for the past 1000 days.

i really hate it because just by triggering one memory, or one thought by the damn coincidence, it makes u thinkkkk. and dwell.
and the more i think, the more sad i become,and the more i do nothing,the more i procrastinate.

if i had tears i'd cry a river.

i really really really hate coincidences now. at this point. i can't stand it. Just go away. :(

the worst part is i can't cry it out.i just can't let the heart wrenching sadness come out as tears. it's just so hard. so very hard.so much that it's driving me crazy.and i just start to hate you.which may be a good thing after all.