realisation

I guess the KEY to all my problems is.. to move on. (:

There really is no use mopping around and being Woe itself. There really isn't any good in saying "if only i didn't come so early." and " i wanna go back. What's wrong with going to A-Levels first? I'd be so much happier....." and "i learn nothing here, home is so much better.".

Missing home is one thing but not willing to move on is another.

What my brother said it's true, "if you're gonna go home to study just because of friends, my advice is 'don't'. Your friends would have made newer friends ...and they'd be sent off to other states/countries as well..."

i didn't want to admit it at first...but i guess that's true.

it's hard to accept the fact that the circle of friends gets larger for everyone who tries, and soon some people get left on the outer ring, while some newer people are welcome on the inner ring.

If i think about it, everyone has made new friends and everyone is moving on.

And the first step towards that is, to contact my friends here. (: Good luck to me.

... learning to grow up. (: